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Thoughts 2001-31-05

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if the world should choose to turn while i am away
then so be it.

in other matters, my prejudice about people having a dislike for
my image was completely true, anyhow since i'm happily depressed
this doesn't really affect me in any matter. The comments were all
appreciated and disregarded for the next artpiece i'm making, when
i'm making it. This doesn't mean i am disrespecting your comments,
it merely means that i wanna do art i like then i think i can truly
be happy.

if i could become a butterfly i would have to be a blue one with a
small pinkish or magenta looking spot on my wings making an almost
perfect symmetric pattern, while the pink parts would be matrixed
with some orange so a color spectrum would appear.

what if i chose to just go somewhere without knowing where?
Just hop on a plane from stockholm and leave, leave all i know and
care for and just go somewhere else. would it make a difference,
i think not.

yes, many of you would say this is a twisted way of displaying your
thoughts but it works for me.

i just don't want this anymore, i want a new life with the same
friends doing new things. i could use a female friend or two,
it could be wise to see things from their point of view too.
nevertheless life is what you make of it and i made mine into
a C-learning, art-making, computer-geeking one.

i think this is the way i deal with problems, but i'm no
psychologist. I'm just a 15 year-old having too many thoughts
in his head at the same time.
This may look like complete jibberish but it's what flies in my head at the moment. and outputting it all at once here is better than irc. i care not who reads, i just need to output
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jark's avatar
nice way of expressing how you feel. words, while probably everyone would think is easy, is actually the most difficult method for expressing oneself. =) (Smile)

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